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More than once had Ezra tried to pass by Lorcan’s guard. He was either pacing the halls at every time, or leaving male nurses all around to keep watch. And every time he tried to sneak out to see Gil, Ezra had been caught and locked inside his room, with only one meal at day, often without even…

Gil had been tossed unceremoniously on his bed by Lorcan that afternoon. The doctors eyes had followed the lines of his face and his outline, before crinkling at the corners when Gilbert let out a pained groan. Gilbert had felt the doctor lock the door behind him, he had felt him get closer before everything seemed to disappear. It had been only a few hours since Lorcan had left him there. He groaned softly and flipped himself over on the bed and tried to remember what had happened. His mind came up with hazy and vague answers to his questions that he couldn’t decipher and much less understand. His head felt heavy as did his eyelids and everything seemed distorted out of recognition. 

Gilbert sat up and tried to walk to the small table in his room but quickly fell before taking a step. His head sun and his stomach flipped as his weak arms kept him up with a struggle. He grit his teeth and swallowed hard, hoping the drugged feeling would pass soon. Gilbert’s head shot up as soon as he heard the door open and with some obvious struggle he pushed himself up against a corner. His head felt as if a ton of lead had been deposited in it and his hands still shook as he scanned the room with his blurry vision. He shook his head and let it fall limply back against the wall. He parted his dry lips with some effort, hoping to voice out his clear objection to the blurred figure who drew closer, but his throat was dry as well and he could barely manage to croak out a “No… Please…. Not again…”. 

His brown eyes felt heavy and his whole body felt incredibly weak and he had no will left to fight off the drugs that had been administered to him. His vision cleared up momentarily and he reached out desperately. “E-Ez…” He chuckled weakly, completely relieved to see the other male standing so close. He ran his tongue over his chapped lips and tried to focus only on Ezra to keep his head from spinning. He inhaled deeply and smiled as Ezra’s scent comforted him and slowly got him focused. “I missed you so much…” He said, his tone still slurred.